I recently started on Adderall after not taking it since early highschool (Im 33 now), the difference has been night and day! I don’t put things off that I don’t want to do till later (cleaning, cooking, bills ect). I made a cleaning plan and stuck to it all week. My impulsiveness is pretty much under control, I can go to the grocery store for milk and eggs without walking out with $50+ other other junk I don’t need.
That being said, this Saturday I took my meds in the morning and sat down to watch the news while it kicked in. An hour passed it didn’t seem to hit the same it had been all week. I had planned to go mow the lawn, which had to be done soon as it was going to rain in a couple of hours, but I basically talked myself out of it. I just sat down on my computer and fired up some videogames, knowing full well that I wouldn’t be able to mow till Monday as I was busy on Sunday.
My point here is don’t beat yourself up over the bad days! I started to think “man you’re dumb”, but then I looked around my house and how clean it is and how I had done the little things to keep it clean all week. It’s just like going to the gym, some days you walk in there feeling like you are going to lift the whole damn place, other days you struggle with the bar. Don’t let the bad days get you down, learn from it and grow.
TLDR; You are going to have bad days, don’t get discouraged. Keep at it, learn and grow.