I was laid off from my tutoring job at my school because of the pandemic (no big deal I’m on unemployment now and I making 10 times as much as I was before). At first I was so excited because the way I saw it, this summer I was basically going to be able to relax a little bit before school starts again and do what I love most: writing. I’ve wanted to be a writer for as long as I can remember, but for some reason every morning I wake up and I waste the day. I sit around watching shows I’ve seen 1000 times and basically scroll social media. Every night I go to bed thinking that tomorrow is going to be so great and I’m going to be able to do it, but then it’s the same thing the next day and I feel like I have no motivation to write. Even though it’s the thing I love most to do. It’s definitely a mix of both my ADHD and writers block at the moment but sometimes I get little ideas and I just don’t even have the motivation to put a pen to paper. I definitely don’t feel like I’m isolating myself and I feel like I’ve been pretty social I just don’t feel like I can get any work done. I don’t know if anybody has ever felt this way but if you have or you are currently, I’m in the same spot as you right now and I’m sending you hopeful thoughts 🥰.
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