Feel ya. I finally did a year plan for the first time in my life. For fking 2020!
So now that shattered and im back five years ago.
It’s sorta important that my brother married the needed structure, and is doing well. Some days when i feel this is me just being a total loser and waste of space, i need to remember that it is literally structure and environment.
Can’t give more hope than that, just here to say yes i get it.