I want to bathe. I like to bathe. I always enjoy cleaning myself and the feeling of being clean once I’m done. So why in God’s name does my brain sabotage every attempt at this basic hygiene routine. Instead of showering I just sit on my bed, on my phone, watching time pass by. The same thing happens when I need to re-dye my pink hair. I love having pink hair. I genuinely enjoy the process of coloring my own hair. So why do I put it off like it’s algebra homework? (I’m not even in high school anymore! That homework boogeyman is never coming back)
Over the years I’ve gotten so much better with tasks like chores and groceries and errands. But dammit I still can’t get in the shower like a normal person.